ice

Ayoko ko nang mag VL muna..3 months ago, I filed for a vacation leave because I went home. A week after I got back here, nag sick leave naman ako..Again, 2 weeks ago, I had my vacation leave and I went to Iloilo. It’s so nostalgic. Nasa NAIA palang ako, I don’t know whether to laugh or to cry.Mixed emotions again. I looked stupid. Unfortunately, some things can come to an end so soon. I have to say good bye to them again for the mean time. Again, I have my crying moments..I’m too old for that but I can’t still help but cry when faced with situations like that..Been crying for a few days after I got back here..There’s nothing new with that I guess..hehe..Seems like I’ve been doing it for countless times already. I hate leaving/ goodbyes whether it’s temporary or not.

Yesterday, I was on vacation leave again. I went to MOA to meet Biboy. It’s nice seeing your friends in a somewhat strange place. It makes you feel like your at-home even for the mean time. After that, I saw Philip. Both are my close friends..so..chaka..I felt sad again..

So..as usual..it’s my refuge when I’m feeling so lost..toinkz..run to Taft..not literally though..I ride a jeepney or a cab..Funny because last week when I had my sick leave, I went somewhere to unwind..While in the cab, I was crying..parang tanga lang..buti di ako pinansin nang taxi driver.hehe..To continue, I ate dinner at my friend’s place.Syempre, haven’t eaten 2-3 consecutive meals na..walang gna sa sobrang drama.hehe..I went home before 10 pm since I’m already tired and I haven’t brought any extra clothes with me and wala na akong stock dun.hehe

before sleeping, I drank coffee..one of my stress and anxiety reliever.I know a lot will disagree with that but it works for me..Coffee soothes me..not to mention with some sticks and music..kahit ano basta I can feel na my music sa bahay..my mumu kc dun eh..sabi ni jp n rea..don’t wanna see it for myself though..

Well, that was yesterday..and today is another day..I’m still alive..but as usual, walang tulog.hehe

~ by ice-aiz on May 10, 2008.